Zhouqu

 Also starting to Zhouqu.
Colleague asked me: every time you go to the disaster area, you feel good psychology?
I said: do not ask me okay, one asked me the creeps.
But each side was to ask how I feel.
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I replied, Dan said: Yes, thank you! such a place.
think of 2009, to the South Pole, we have as much as possible to prepare a variety of warm clothing and equipment, as if real fear of being frozen to death in the Antarctic, only the Chinese Academy of Sciences Liu Xiaohan teacher smiled and said: ; all right, there is now almost with Beijing. Liu Xiaohan did not calm, this time, more is too lazy to prepare my heart.
before departure, there is a very strong sense of loneliness, a very strong sense of helplessness.
to Shifang, Yushu seen hh countless lives, moment to be buried; seen countless tears, and instantly evaporate. than the ants were still small, still without a trace than the birds, the earth also vulnerable than done hh we live, do not know What could carry.
a journalist, always liked the feeling of this on the road, the road of life will inspire all possible. However, this time on the road, still not to save, not to help, just do a bystanders, to do a records. there is no resurrection, no tears, only record the sad heart who will eventually vanish one by one story, a record that does not help the city in the face of nature.
What is a meaning?
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unreliable.
everyone all the guinea pigs.
None of us who can not wait, we are impatient to live in this world.
a small accident, everything will come to naught.
many people, too weak, too light, simply can not carry the weight of their lives.
I am concerned about changing human nature, weak human nature, human nature can not be devoid of the character of the continuation of generations, selfishness, love, helplessness, desire, loneliness hh between you and me, between humans, between men and women continue to intensify, continue to be confirmed.
in gift of nature's disaster, the human instinct to survive only into. to survive, that is all. all the sorrows and joys, come to naught.
do not need this humble little emotional.
in the face of death, there is no What makes more sense than to be alive.
However, the forces of nature, can not get you to talk, you think, then you come to hesitate.
not is never gone. everything will come to naught.  Nature can not wait for your hesitation.
hesitant to anyone who can not wait.
who no one can fill the gap after the departure.
we are the only, but we are not irreplaceable .